Wow. Great.

What a wonderful life. I have the wonderful privilege to get to go to public high school.

Soon my life will be over, I will be subject to high school.

A modern prison for the modern teenager.

Wow, Its me, so shut up.

I am only just mildly freaked out by the fact that I am starting high school on Monday. I feel like I was just starting Middle School, and I thought I was the coolest person ever. I thought I was so old. I got new clothes from when I was with my grandpa, she got me this super sweet pair of skinny jeans, and I thought I was rocking the teenager look. I thought I knew everything.

I feel quite the opposite, now I am some stupid teenager that is completely clueless. Here I only have 3 days. And I may possibly have to spend those 3 wonderful days completely alone. I hope I won't mess this year up. I hope this year goes really well, I hope I do well.

I got into Design Theory, which I am excited about because that's a graphic design class, and I really think that would be a fun experience. That is something that I find really interesting. I have some problem with my hands, I feel like I can create artwork, but when I can control it easier its nicer.

Well. Night.

buddy holly - dearest - 1969

This song is so amazing. And I just love the sound. Why can't I hear new music that has this vibe to it? Please if you know of a wonderful band like this, let me know.

Dearest Music Person

I wish I could have a soundtrack for my life. A song that would be playing while I walk down the street. Something that would describe me perfectly, or at least what was going on. I think that would be so much more comforting to me. Let me go through the teenage years a little better.

I went to orientation today.. It was quite lame. I got to see some of my friends. I saw some people that I haven't seen for years. I have to take Chinese, I wanted to take french.. But I guess this will work nicely. My dad was friends in high school with a teacher there. And he hadn't seen him since high school, so that was a bit weird. (He was really good looking.) I also know another teacher there.

Madi Diaz - Let's Go

This music video is really great. It makes me happy just watching it.

Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Remix) (Video)

Right now I am having a mini obsession with Depeche Mode, Nirvana, and Echo and the Bunnymen. Right now those are my favorite bands. Seeing as I change that every couple weeks.. This won't be for long.

Today I have my orientation at my high school. Gag me with a spoon. I do not really want to see everyone... Because I am going from 8th to 9th grade. Everyone has changed. I really just want to go there.. Get everything done and leave without having to see anyone I know. But really that is not going to happen, sadly. I will just calmly walk in and try not to freak.

We will see what happens.

Khia is here. Again.

PICS

There was that one cute guy.

Went to West Bank Music Festival. Super amazing, and a lot of fun. Heard Dessa, she is a local hip-hop artist. It was pretty amazing. But my legs started to hurt. We wanted to stay later but everything was so packed that we decided to go home. I saw my old chess teacher. BTW he is like so good looking. I really heart him. I saw him 3 times... Didn't see me though.

Also there was this really cute guy that looked about my age that I saw quite a bit. Hmmm...

To a certain music douche.

I hate it when you say to you like one kind of music, and then when you like something else it's wrong. Why can't I like Black Keys and My Chemical Romance at the same time? Why do I have to choose a side? Indie or Pop? PICK ONE SIREN! Gosh. I like almost all music. Deal with it.

Jimmy Eat World - The Middle

Found this song on accident, and fell in love. New favorite song. :)

Scott Pilgrim vs. the World: Black Sheep - FULL music video

Hmmm... How I do love this movie. And this amazing song. I want her hair. Thats me being silly. But I really want her hair.

Back off my feet

As summer comes to a close I can feel it inside me. I start to become more anxious and nervous for no reason at all. I can feel stress coming. I am trying to keep myself calm, and continue having a nice quiet summer with friends.... But I can't help it.

Most of my stress about school is probably because I am starting at a new school. A high school. And I will now become freshmeat. What should I think of this experience. I be happy that I only have like 4 years of "childhood" or should I be terrified because I will be starting at a high school that is huge, and overwhelming.

Oh dear. Oh dear. Oh dear. The stress is on.

I will try to keep at peace for this weekend. A spiritual vacation.

Then on Monday and Tuesday I will have the chance to hang out with my dear friend before he moves away.

Keep calm as I slowly lift myself off my feet into a stressful sleep.

The Proclaimers - I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles)

Guess who just saw Benny and Joon, and fell in love. That movie is one of the most amazing movies. I a in love. Something also I fell in love with, would be this song. The guys that sing this song are kind of creepy. But the song is amazing. I really love it. I want someone to give me this song. Please? Someone give this song to me.

First Impressions

Why is it with some people, when someone first meets them they like them. They think to themselves, "Man, Isn't this a cool person. I would really like to be there friend." But then with others, (like me) they don't know what to think. They just think about how weird and outgoing they are. They think about how much energy they have, and then think that they don't really want to get to know that person.

But then when someone gets to know the odd one, they learn to really like them. And they like hanging out with them. And they realize that that crazy one isn't so crazy.

Oh how I love and despise first impressions.

Benny and Joon

Oktapodi (2007) - Oscar 2009 Animated Short Film

This is super cute. :)

The Pretenders - Back On The Chain Gang HQ

One of my largest childhood memories is right here. I remember my mother playing this CD over and over again. I really love this. It fills me with so many good memories.

Best Coast 'Our Deal' - Official Music Video (Miranda Cosgrove)

Every time I watch this i burst into tears at the end.